RANDOM RAMBLINGS...LOVE, ALICIA ROSE

ok the main reason i havent been updating is bc i've been incredibly busy the past week
and busy is good ...i like busy
busy is a true blessing
bc it means im being productive
bt another reason i havent been writing
is bc of my struggle with not spending money
i try not to write bc i know at the end of the day
all this post is going to be ab is my money woes
and how i cant shop
and how i need to pay this bill and that bill and woe is mee
and who feels like reading thatt
bt u kno what....
if i cant put it in my journal im going to talk ab it everyday in person and
thats even worstttttt

anyway some of u might have similar problemss
this could be somebody's inspiration lolol
so if u dnt want to read ab
how im spending my whole paycheck next week paying off half of 2 cards...
then kindly and i mean this with all due respect....be gone..

if u care lol :

so my journey of not spending any money and paying off everything i owe is still going onn
and its been INCREDIBLY HARD...
i actually paid my sallie mae bill on timee
this next paycheck is going completely to my chase card and that is theee hardest pill to swallow ...fa'real
especially since my last paycheck went completely to bills...but i have truly decided today that i am going to manage my money and stick to my budgets and goals
even though it just hurtsss rite nowww

I had an unexpected check a cpl weeks ago and just been lettin it sit in my glove compartment till i decide what wise way i could use it...
and then i got 2 tickets in the mail...
and that reminded me about the other 2 tickets i need to pay
ugh so im gonna use some of the money to pay the little tickets first...
then see how my money looks next week to pay a bigger ticket
and then try to pay another ticket i had with another check i guess
i hateeee paying tickets
most of the time i just drive with warrants until i get shook enough to pay them
bt i don't have time for that now wen i pay these cards off i plann on doing a shopping spree
and thats just not gonna work if i'm wantedd lol

but anyway i kno once i cash that check its pretty much gonna be gone
bt im gonna replace it right away...its been feelin good knowing that even though
i have 'just enough' money to get to work and bak
i have rainy day moneyyy sittin in the bank just in case i need ittt
def gonna try and keep at least 200 in one of my savings accts from now onn

JUST DONT GET INTO CREDIT CARD DEBT PEOPLE...

i'm gettin my nails done tommorow and i dnt even wanna think ab spendin money on thatttt