sooo...I don't have to work today..

and I decided to hold off on the weave for a couple of weeks

my boss's book is booked solid this week..

and she's goin on vacation next

so i have to get her to sew it in wen she has time...

i'm gonna get velvet remi hair for this weave

but next time i'm goin all out and gettin the virgin

indian remy hair in the body wave its like 150 a pack

vs the 150 for 2 packs im spending on the outre...

i'ma try to leave it in for a whole half a year

i've been doin my research on sealing wefts and all that so

the hair doesn't shed I'M EXCITEDD!

plus i have a new braiding pattern in my head i wanna try...

My whole goal of this is so that my real hair can grow

I"m so annoyed with the length that it is now

i feel baldheaded....

i need it to grow past my shoulders before i cut it off...

plus i need the knowledge of weave to add to my criteria

in other news i tried on the cutest bathing suit at target

(or so i though)

i looked SO FAT

i mean i kno i'm not FAT

but the kid DEF needs to be on kanye west workout plan

tuck the tummy tighhhhtt

target has some realllly cute stuff though

tracy feith for target was the best idea they ever had...

k, bye.

TODAY WAS VERY, VERY BUSY.

I had to wash and blowdry 2 little girl's hair and practice EXTREME PATIENCE...

little girls are SO dramatic lolo

one of them didnt like hair to touch her face AT ALL

so wen she was being blowdried and combed out

she kept moving and covering her face and

it was just TAD irkin ..

but it was cute

and she was cute so

she got away with it.. lolol

i got my hair colored by my boss

BEST JOB EVERRRR

i really love it and even though i work HARD

it doesn't feel like work it's what i love to do

my money situation has become better..

but i can see myself losing focus of that credit card debt free by the end of june goal i had

i spent a lot of money on clothes last week

now i have a 240.00 and 54.00 ticket to pay

my mom wants 100 for my car insurance

the credit card is 600

and the shop is going on a trip to Washington DC july 17th for a business seminar

I want a weave before then to last me through the summer...

I was thinkin about getting it next week...

b/c sew ins hurts so baddd for like the first 2 we

my boss got 20" remi hair for 160

so hopefully i can get my 14" for like...110 lol that would be nice

ughhh i haveto figure out how i'm going to execute this....

i haven't paid my sallie mae bill ...i'm tripppiinnn

i really need to get back to sacrificing and prioritizing...

i had a major slip last week

but i did profit 4 pairs of shoes

some black harem pants

some electric blue tights anddd

some gray and black cheetah print cigarette pants..

i disgust myself.

RAMBLING

UGHHHH I LEFT MY WHOLE CAR ON LAST NITE...AND MISSED CHURCH TODAY....

SOOO MADD AT MYSELF! CZ I DEFINITEL

Y FORCED MYSELF TO WAKE UP AND GET DRESSED FOR THE LORDT ONLY TO FIND OUT MY CAR WAS DEAD!!!

It's almost the time that I can shop again !!!

Here's the shoes from that shoe layaway I did a couple weeks ago..

which reminds me I need to get that out...

all three shoes for 60--sum dollars---tell me i don't know ab frugality!!

and i did some sets on polyvore from some forever xxi pieces that i need desperately

K I DNT FEEL LIKE FINISHING by Alicia47 featuring Forever21

I absoulutely LOVE this dresssssssss!!!!!

I could wear it sooo many diff ways bt i dnt have the patience

to do all that on Polyvore..

red shoes, white shoes...

sweater, no sweater

leather jacket..

lots of jewelry, no jewelry..

see what i mean!!?!!

it BETTER still be on forever xxi wen I'm ready 2 buy it bc they are goooood for selling out right away!

UGH I NEED TO GO SHOPPING by Alicia47 featuring Christian Louboutin shoes

I LOVE EVERYTHING AB THIS SET!!!

The Melody Ehsani Mercedes Benz earrings that I want SO bad!

The ahhh Louboutins that *sigh* wishful thinking here

The DMC tee, the skirt I'm excited!

UMMM IDK by Alicia47 featuring Forever21

OK THIS WAS SUPPOSED 2 MAKE ME FEEL BETTER

bt it's actually making me kind of weak and sad lol

Joyce Leslie has jeans EXACTLY like those

idk ab that store lately...

they been tryna be on the come up

I want the jeans and the dress ASAP

everything else will still be there by early July

when I actually have the money

The dress though... ohhh I'm ordering it THIS WEEK

FOREVER 21 WHY DO U DO THIS TO ME!!!!!!!!!

MO' MONEY MO' PROBLEMS

ughhhhhhhhh
NOW my license is SUSPENDED!
that alone costs 100 to have restored
and I have to pay this stupid ticket b/c
I have a warrant out for my arrest cuz i
missed some payments for a ticket i got LAST YEAR

I'm trusting God for a breakthrough on this ...
Whether it be a bonus in my check
Or a lot of heads to do to make up my deficit
orrrr extra extra tips at work
or baby sitting or WHATEVER...

good thing i got RADICAL FAITH.